January 20th, 2009
Is it too late to start over?
Today I went back and read some of my older posts. It was kind of similar to when you are going through some of your old crap and you find the diary you kept when you were 14. Except that this is the internet and anyone can read how stupid I sound.
And unlike my teenage diary, I have never written a blog post about how my parents just don’t bleeping understand my stupid world-is-coming-to-an-end teenage drama.
One day I will have several bottles glasses of wine and post some of those diary entries or better yet some of the poetry I wrote when I was 16.
OR
You could just go to your kitchen, take out your meat hammer/tenderizer thing and bash yourself in the hand repeatedly. Because that is what I want to do when I read my old diaries. The problem I am having is that while my diaries and poems are hidden away at the top of my closet my blog is here on the world wide internet.
Yeah.
Plus I put it here on purpose. Because I thought it would be fun.
Too bad I didn’t anticipate how I might feel a few months later. I guess I will just leave all of those posts alone and hope to goodness that no one ever goes back that far. I think that is a pretty safe bet since the only comments I get on the old posts say things like “free penis pump do you want to lose eleventy hundred pounds in 6 days Acai berry extract home insurance quotes”
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LOLOLOLOL, there’s nothing like a spam comment to lighten up the situation.
I refuse to look for my teenage diary and poems I have written. Because I KNOW I wouldn’t be able to help myself and they’d end up in my blog. And I wouldn’t need any liquid encouragement. I’m that blatantly stupid alllllllllllll by myself!
HAHAHA! well, I didn’t think either of those posts made you sound stupid. In fact, the one about the carseat and the funny ass white trash barbie picture at the top, is one of my favorites. so if you sounding “stupid” means that I get to laugh, then I say keep sounding stupid! Kind of like I do right now, right?!
lmaooo
dude my diaries.. i set on fire in a flaming ball of shame and embarassment.. I almost lit on fire myself just READING THEM. ughhhhh
they are the evidence of my total bipolar manic depreissive who knows what years.. and that’s a SECRET. lol
I’m having my very own “oh my God in Heaven, why did I put that on the internet?!?! must, must, must get this gone, now!”
I found you looking a new blog layouts at Ruby&Roja - love the blog.
Too funny - I do the same thing! Or I look back and ponder, “do I sound conceited?” or what would so-and-so think? Then I remember that so-and-so never leaves comments - just lurks - then I get annoyed about that. So it’s a never ending spiral.
Keep up the good work!
Ack! I was going through my old posts this morning wondering if I had something I could post on blognosh…um, NO. How is it that I have readers when everything I wrote for the first two years plus is awful!!